Well I decided to take a page out of Rein's book and update for anyone who still looks at my page. I'm sorry to have disappeared and not said anything or post anything new, in fact you'll find alot of my old stuff gone. As things go though this place became foreign to me in the sense that I did not feel I have a place here, just like when your move from home and live on your own then go back.

Anyways onto my life I sappose, cause lets face it..you wouldnt be reading this unless you wanted to know.

I am single...had my first long term relationship ever (6 months) it was amazing as much as it was destructive and eventually I had to say stop. The guy is still amazing but I found things were not going the way I needed them to.

I just finished my second year in Cultural Studies at my University, kept the same marks as I did in first year so my average comes out to 71.25% The only thing that dragged me down was a 62 I got but that 62 had come up from a 48 so I am still happy. Anyway I dropped a course half way through and took up a half course so technically I only did 4.5 credits this year instead of 5. The course I dropped was so worth it, from over 50 students in the beginning became less that 15 at the end. The Prof was a tool of the worse kind, because he was USELESS. I wont get started about him again. The course I took up though was amazing and I loved it, Women in The Roman World..very fun stuff.

I took one of the few drawing classes my University offered, we did it in the basement of a church..buhhh. Cold damp and not very efficient. Loved the course for the most part though, finished off with my first ever Gala Night, my piece was performative so their was a stronger relationship between the audience and the piece. I was rather happy with it.

I have my own place now, been playing house since September and found I have a passion for cooking that I would never had guessed. I guess I just needed my own space to experiment and find my passion. I make some fairly awesome food, lemon cheffaune(sp?)- basicly a very very light pudding thats more foamy. Also spaghetti sauces, soups, roasts, fish fillets. I am the God of Spices in my house, when I make home made croutons they rarely make it to a salad. Not only thats but I LIKE cooking for other people, not sure why I just like doing it. Also I do an awesome crepe! ^_^

Moving on... I live with a girl and a guy now, then there are two girls who live downstairs in the basement. We have all inclusive with washer and dryer for 400 a month. Not bad. Next year I will be living with two girls, the one I lived with this year and who I absolutely love, she's so amazing. And a new girl who I have yet to set my opinion about. All in all though things are doing well on the "home" front.

Lastly..I need a job. Parents dont want to help me anymore which I understand, want me to feel independence etc etc. Dear god though where I live is a b**ch to find any jobs open to students which sucks the big one. I can probably survive one more month with out a job after that I have no idea.

Thats pretty much my life though, hanging with friends, dancing, drinking, exercising (I gained over 20 lbs and was the largest I have ever been during the winter) However the wieght is coming off and my confidence(no matter how much it sucked before) is coming back.
Yay for smiling again! ^_^

Thats all I can tell you for now, largely cause thats all thats going on. Oh wait! Go see Ironman, effing awesome movie, I loved it to pieces.

Anyway..stay classy San Diego..err DevArt O_o